Sunday, January 07, 2007

My first post of the new year (slacker)

Each new year that dawns brings with it seemingly endless possibilities. No matter how bad the previous year was, there's always a sense of "well that's over with now and things can move on". For me at least.

I had to buy some maternity clothes just before the end of the year. It was a very difficult step for me, but one that I took out of necessity. In the last few days, I have found myself looking at tiny clothes, and even - gasp! - buying some. That step was surprisingly easy. I'm not sure if it's the difference between the old year and the new, or if it's just my relief at reaching the end of the first trimester, but I've seen a big change in my own attitude. I'm still nervous enough to hope that my optimism isn't misplaced, but I'm looking forward now with some definite hope that things will be ok.

It's a nice way to start my year.

2 comments:

Cricket said...

You need to post more so that I am reminded of your pregnancy. I like success stories.

InfertileMadWoman said...

Oh R, I am so glad that all is well with you and the little one!! I can only imagine the hard time you face right now, but you hang in there!! I think of you every day and hope and pray that things continue to go well for you!! Hugs sweetie!!!