Things to do today:
think about hpt's and not buy them because my temp is down again.
stare at FF's chart gallery to see if someone - anyone - had a temp so close to coverline at 13.5dpo on a "good" month.
stare at my past charts, looking for the same
conclude that pregnancy is highly unlikely this cycle
buy tampons, just in case.
stare at the Oreos, and not buy them, just in case.
wait for AF
Yeah, that's my day. I've already done most of that, all that's left is to head out to the store for my tampons.
Eh, well, you win some, you lose some. The nature of infertility is that you lose more than you win.
I watched a movie last night. It was supposed to be about a girl who was haunted by her deceased cousin. It was, but there were some serious infertile references that pissed me off. In a nutshell, two sisters, identical twins, each with one child. Sister A has a girl, Sister B has a boy. Boy dies. Sister B visits her friendly local RE and discovers that she doesn't have enough eggs to try IVF 'again', and shortly thereafter Sister A discovers she's pregnant. With twins. When she wasn't trying. Sister B turns into this evil, nasty woman, crippled by her inability to have another child... meanwhile, DeadBoy is haunting LiveGirl, and naturally, the dearly departed is fast turning evil, corrupting dear sweet living girl. Did you follow that? The sweet fertile's life is screwed up by her evil infertile twin and the demon seed she produced. Ugh.
Infertility is evil, infertiles are not.
... tho I'm thinking of going as an Infertile for Halloween. I can't think of a scarier costume, just going by the mainstream references to infertility.